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Artist // Digital Art
  • July 24, 1999
  • United States
  • Deviant for 10 years
  • He / Him
My Bio

Dear Watchers,


I have some important news to share with you. After much consideration and soul-searching, I will make the difficult decision to permanently deactivate this account on my 11th Anniversary. I would like to address the presence of the DSBM image in the background, as well as the Tanjiro suicide photo from the Demon Slayer Kimetsu No Yaiba: Mugen Train movie.


The DSBM image serves as a metaphor, representing the profound emotional struggles I have faced. It reflects the darkness and intensity of my internal journey. Please understand that the use of this image does not imply that I am currently in a state of severe depression. It is merely a symbolic representation of the complex emotions I have experienced.


Similarly, the Tanjiro suicide photo depicts a dream sequence from the Demon Slayer Kimetsu no Yaiba: Mugen Train movie, where he experiences a moment of suicide. I have chosen this image as a metaphorical representation of my own deactivation, symbolizing the end of this chapter in my online journey. Please know that it is not indicative of my current mental state or any intentions of self-harm or suicide.


I want to take this opportunity to address someone very dear to me. We have become strained, and even the mere mention of her name or her country triggers me and makes me upset. I want to emphasize that despite the difficulties we have faced, I still hold a deep platonic love for her. However, it is important to acknowledge that my periods of psychosis, rooted in trauma, and my relapse in 2022 when I was homeless due to smoking weed have further complicated matters.


I also want to take this opportunity to acknowledge the incredible support I received from a dear friend who has been like a sister to me. Her presence and understanding have been a source of comfort and strength. While I have faced challenging times, including the discovery of my elder sister's existence only to find about about her being taken away to a foster home due to my mother's drug addiction.


To the person I am referring to, if you happen to come across this message, I want you to know that I have come to realize the seriousness of my actions, and I am filled with deep guilt and shame. The pain you have experienced weighs heavily on my heart, and I cannot bear to continue burdening you with my presence. I also wanna let you know that the I empathize with your pain


This deactivation signifies a necessary step for me to reflect, heal, and embark on a journey of personal growth. While I will no longer be active on DeviantArt, you can still reach out to me on other platforms such as Discord, where I will remain accessible.


Consider this deactivation note as a metaphorical suicide note, representing my departure from DeviantArt. It signifies a necessary step for me to reflect, heal, and embark on a journey of personal growth. While I will no longer be active on DeviantArt, you can still reach out to me on other platforms such as Discord, where I will remain accessible.


I want to express my heartfelt gratitude for all you guys' unwavering support and understanding throughout my time on DeviantArt. Your presence and engagement have meant the world to me.


Favourite Movies
TTTE Movies, Anime movies, I have alot
Favourite TV Shows
TTTE, Galaxy Railways, Teen Titans, Naruto/Shippuden, Soul Eater, Bleach, One piece, Blue Exorcist. Fullmetal Alchemist. Inuyasha. Dragon ball Z. FLCL. My Hero Academia, Black Clover Kimetsu No Yaiba
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Anything as long as it's rock or metal
Favourite Books
favorite books?!?!?!?!? I HATE READING
Favourite Games
Slender, Happy Wheels, Trainz, FNaF (All 4), Horror Games, Legend of Zelda
Tools of the Trade
Guitar, MS Paint,
Other Interests
Trains, Anime, Guitar, Metal, Drawing,
Dear Watchers, I have some important news to share with you. After much consideration and soul-searching, I will make the difficult decision to permanently deactivate this account on my 11th Anniversary. I would like to address the presence of the DSBM image in the background, as well as the Tanjiro suicide photo from the Demon Slayer Kimetsu No Yaiba: Mugen Train movie. The DSBM image serves as a metaphor, representing the profound emotional struggles I have faced. It reflects the darkness and intensity of my internal journey. Please understand that the use of this image does not imply that I am currently in a state of severe depression. It is merely a symbolic representation of the complex emotions I have experienced. Similarly, the Tanjiro suicide photo depicts a dream sequence from the Demon Slayer Kimetsu no Yaiba: Mugen Train movie, where he experiences a moment of suicide. I have chosen this image as a metaphorical representation of my own deactivation, symbolizing the end
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Dear Watchers, I have some important news to share with you. After much consideration and soul-searching, I will make the difficult decision to permanently deactivate this account on my 11th Anniversary. I would like to address the presence of the DSBM image in the background, as well as the Tanjiro suicide photo from the Demon Slayer Kimetsu No Yaiba: Mugen Train movie. The DSBM image serves as a metaphor, representing the profound emotional struggles I have faced. It reflects the darkness and intensity of my internal journey. Please understand that the use of this image does not imply that I am currently in a state of severe depression. It is merely a symbolic representation of the complex emotions I have experienced. Similarly, the Tanjiro suicide photo depicts a dream sequence from the Demon Slayer Kimetsu no Yaiba: Mugen Train movie, where he experiences a moment of suicide. I have chosen this image as a metaphorical representation of my own deactivation, symbolizing the end of
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Ok so after nearly 10 years of being on here this account is here by officially DEAD, not dying, but DEAD. I've totally lost interest here. After losing friends, most of my watchers becoming inactive, hanging out with karmic people who I wish I never associated myself with, and DA Eclipse, I'M DONE HERE. I don't even feel comfortable coming back on here anymore, anyone who is still active and still considers me a friend and sees this journal I will give a link to my Discord. I AM DONE HERE. I've made FAR too many mistakes on here. I used to always make journals giving updates about every single little aspect of my private life uptil like since 2018 it's been gradually going down. If anybody is curious on what is happening in my life right now, I've been homeless for literally about a year and a half uptil last January. I was living in St Augustine Florida at a youth homeless shelter called Port in the Storm, however I fell into a another Psychosis from smoking weed last year and due
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Hey, I’m Really sorry I haven’t been responding, I think chat’s been screwing up my ipad. (and I just had it fixed!)

!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!


On behalf of the birthdays team, I sincerely apologize that your greeting has arrived late this year.


We hope you had an awesome day with lots of birthday fun, gifts, happiness and most definitely, lots of cake! Here's to another year!


Many well wishes and love from your friendly birthdays team.


This greeting was brought to you by KoudelkaW

happy birthday

Birdy Beginning Character

Thank You for the Watch!

thanks for the fave

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I Hope you are okay pal